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Things are going ok, just taking one day at a time. We have a fabulous agency and incredible caseworker who I absolutely adore who have been so supportive. I think part of what my problem was that his Social worker (who is not part of our agency) was really putting the pressure on that this was it and we were going to adopt him done deal, she even brought adoption paperwork for us to start filling out. So that so didn't help. But we have both come to terms, with the fact that this is what it is and we are just enjoying having a kid around, if it works out great if it doesn't that will be ok too, at least for as long as he's here he will be well taken care of and feel loved. He is going to start school on Monday which he is VERY unexcited about, though he is finding out that staying at home with me isn't a barrel of fun all the time either cause I have stuff I have to do to like going to the gym, laundry and various other errands which he is good humored about for the most part, but he definitly has let me know that he would rather do something else. lol its kinda funny. We are going to Spokane this weekend. There's a comic artist that is going to be in Courde Laine and Cale wants to get some comics signed and then Karson's Birthday is on the 1st I can't believe he's 11 already. Oh before I forget I know that some of you are wondering why we haven't posted any pics of Beau, its not because of whats been going on. Its actually because Cale got a memo at work requesting that fosterparents not post pics of their foster kids online until after they are adopted. So sorry.